i just got back from being in the hospital...i was there since last wednesday... i am doing fine now...if anyone cares.

i have had a consistant panic attack for the past three days... if i am not better in one hour i might go back to UCLA NPI...matt is your dad working today?

im so fucking pissed... my sponsor is ordering me around justifying it by saying it is "sponsor direction" which is BULL SHIT! she is getting on my nerves but i have already changed sponsors FOUR times... my mom wont let me change again but i really want Adam to be my sponsor. He has six years clean, he is a good person, has a meeting at his house ( Read more... )

i have had a pretty good day. i asked a guy out and he said hed have to think about it yet he kept kissing me today....im so confused and i have been in love with him since i last went out with him in 10th grade...and now im a senior. he is the sweetest guy and is a good person. i wish he would just say yes because i really care about him and... i ( Read more... )

i have been awake since 5:15 this morning... im so fucking tired... i really dont wanna go to school... i would rather sleep like any other teenager... i got into trouble yesterday in family therapy... im scared that my cell phone will get taken away... i need to be assertive today and solve the problem that i have created.

i just decided to start using this again... i couldnt exactly tell you why. i have been gone for such a long time and feel like i need to reconnect with old friends... i just got back from my 14 month stay in utah about 2 months ago. i got really seperated from my friends in Cali which sucks so if u wanna chat IM me at Greyskyeyes321. i have been ( Read more... )

everytings so fucked up right nwo i just want to die...but i have chris so i dont. i love you <3

im in love with chris <3

kett turton is GORGEOUS...especially in Gypsy 83....OMG!! hes to fucking die for!!

fuck denny i dont need him.