IM A DROWNING IN RICH, BEAUTIFUL, VIBRANT LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND IM SPEECHLESS....

for now.

this shit surrounding me is a HOT mess!

im leavin soon and will not return often. if anyone wants some classy love you better get at me before its too late.

i've waited so long for this.

i feel like this is not what a relationship should be. i feel like there is a better match out there for me. someone who will want to be with me. someone who will love me unconditionally. someone who will treat me like an equal. someone who will look at me and not down on me. maybe my expectations are too high, but who is to say what is too much. ( Read more... )

oh! and i wasnt broke when i got home. i dont have vacation time and was worried about rent due and other bills. i had a fucking $850.00 paycheck waiting for me.

what the hell, right? those commissions pay off hardcore!

YEEEP!

i am back from hawaii. that was the longest vacation i have ever taken in my life. so many days with jordan's family. i dont want to see them for a long while. beautiful weather, people, and landscapes made up for all of that though. if the bugs werent so enormous there i would probably reside on one of the islands. i saw a cockroach, bigger than ( Read more... )

its saturday, my last day of work. im hanging in there. my eyes burn and are very heavy. im going to make a brave trip to kentucky tonight. going to stay with jason's cousins. party a little down there. i need a break from this house. from here, even. thought about chicago, but im far too sleepy to drive for 3 hours straight ( Read more... )

my much needed tax check was deposited into my account today. about $2,000 is hanging out ( Read more... )

i need to re-do my house. im staying another year at my apartment. its only $450 a month so it will give me a chance to save money for my home in florida. i am going to get a vibrant green cover for my couch because i am bored with tan. i am also going to paint an accent wall bright yellow to match these kick ass curtains i ordered from urban ( Read more... )

well i was wrong about my trip to bloomington. i had a good time. im glad i went down there because i think glove really needed someone there with advice and love to give out. friday night was spent with finchy and everyone else who is wonderful. saturday i went out to lunch with mr. finch. saturday night was spent with bloomingtons finest. some ( Read more... )

off to bloomington this weekend to visit glover. she turns 20 on sunday. i hope its fun and i have high expectations..however, it most likely will suck. every trip to bloomington lets me down. fuck that place. if the weather was better i would probably just keep driving south until i ran into the ocean. there, i would jump into a whales mouth and ( Read more... )