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[blue_bandanna]

i'm gonna start fasting again. i'm sick of not being dangerously skinny. i'm sick of knowing i'm just a normal weight. i want to scare people with my emaciated figure. i want to feel my bones through my clothing. i want to feel the dizziness that comes with being starved. i want to pass out from malnourishment. the end.

Comments

[anonymous]

get help, please. ur going to kill urself and if thats what u want ,suffice it to say i dont think there are many necros out there.

[blue_bandanna]

first of all, this isn't about what i want. this is about being driven to do something i know isn't healthy but that i can't stop. and secondly, please, no anonymous posts. let me know who you are by tomorrow, or i'll delete this post. that's just the way i keep my journal, sorry.

[anonymous]

if you cant stop ,its obvious u need help.Sorry if u think anyone is intruding on your life .people can react in only two ways in such situation, utter worry or sheer annoyance. i think i'm in a bit of both.But you can only be helped if u want to be helped. So here on in i'm not bothering. and as for my former aunonymous post,i'll delete it.read this and delete this too but heed my words..first u'll lose ur confidence,then ur weight,then ur sanity and in the end everything else u hold dear to u. Dont let this get the better of you.You are bigger than all of this.If u need us we are here.

[blue_bandanna]

damnit, i just want to know who you are! i'm much more likely to listen to what you have to say if you let me know who you are.

[anonymous]

HOW WOULD THAT HELP.you are more likely to ignore me completely if you knew. u NEVER listen to me. u make it a point not to. but i have read ur new post and i'm going to rep to that under my real i.d .

[sara_super_id]

It is obviously Dure, that is her typing style, always saying u and ur, instead of you and you are/your, and putting the period a space after the last word.