well been a long long time for me here....supprised it let me log in lol...

I'm back again...I'm trying to remember all my friends on livejournal...It's just easier to remember my myspace cause i'm there everyday. I can't help it I'm addicted. Well i know last update was a bit depressing I'll try not to do the same in this one ( Read more... )

Hey everyone its been a long time since I've been on LiveJournal....Well update on my life....I have finally depressed my husband really bad...i have given up on children completely. I lost someone I Loved verymuch 2 days after mother's day. My neighbor is the bigest B!T(H I have ever met. So pretty much things could be better, but on a lighter ( Read more... )

well i have been separating beads for who knows how long now and they keep multiplying...this sucks....why cant they jsut freaking come separated but now they dont they are all just jumbled together..this sucks im tempted to pay someone to do it for me......grrr owell...its late needed to vent night all...

tonight me and matt completed X-men legends together...we are lookign into buying the second one to finish it i am looking into final fantasy see if i like it or not only IX, X and X2 those are the ones that catch my eye. mostly X and X2 because im a girl and the main character is a girl. they also look fun and i have discovered i like rp games ( Read more... )

well i took myself off my meds and im feeling alot better now that im not on them....i know im making a big sacrifice thats not only mine by doing so but the meds were making me so sick and matt understands i think. i know hes not happy i wont take them since the meds are our only chance for any children, but what it comes down to is it really ( Read more... )

hello all...its been awhile for me, but like i said in a past entrie i blog on myspace now. i try to remember to come here but i forget things easily. to see up dates visit www.myspace.com/debyoder

for those of you who miss reading my somewhat depressing entries...i now post on myspace.com mostly i try and reme,ber here but i keep forgetting...if you wanna check out stuff you've missed which isnt really anything go here www.myspace.com/debyoder

well im still not feelign all that great wish i was home with my mom and dad. Need them so much right now. Matt has been the best he can be under the circumstances....better then most men would be. I feel so bad i consistantly bite his head off i dont mean to i just get so frustrated and he says the wrong thing and i snap. its been really bad since ( Read more... )

Life sucks....things really suck on my end of the world. I try to be possitive but it gets so hard.....everyone keeps asking if I'm okay and obviously I'm fine no one accepts so here is an answer for everyone maybe this one will get people to stop asking me how I am. I'm sick going to see yet another doctor and depressed ( Read more... )