Bourbon? Seto, dear, at least drink something better than the bourbon I use for cooking! I was wondering where that went!!! I have a whole wine collection at home. Come home, I'll pour you a glass, and you can talk to me instead of drinking by yourself!
You aren't being chastised for being different - or deviating from the norm. You have never given what other people think a second thought before, saved yourself from worse disreputable rumors and situations, and only now...
It's me, isn't it? Please, please love, TALK TO ME!!! Don't tell me that it's "fine." I'm sick of your denial!
I don't like the taste of the stuff. It's too stiff and it burns the throat. I'll be fine as soon as my headache goes away. I hate feeling like this, and I'm sure you know that. *pops a few pills and takes a glass or water, drinking down the entire glass in nearly one gulp*
It's not you. I have had this for a while now. I just can't explain it. I . . . *nearly drawn to tears* don't know how.
Well, I'd like to address each of your issues you mentioned in your post, and you can elaborate your feelings on them as we go along. *is modeling his approach after Dr. Reinhold's*
First, you mentioned that your version of fun is different from others, and that your enjoyments are your own. Does this make you feel isolated? Could you elaborate on what you see as fun?
Yes, I do feel isolated, especially among my peers. I have very little in common with them and it's a bother sometimes to try to elaborate when they just view me as someone that is much younger than they are.
What I find fun is being able to look at a project, see it to fruition and watch the people enjoy what I create. Another thing I find fun is watching children play and being able to put the smile on their faces. This was my dream, and yet now I'm starting to feel empty because I have done what I set out to do and I'm at a stand still.
Look, I hate to say this, but I warned you about this. Didn't I?
You are going to have to find an outlet - a productive one. You are also going to have to prioritize your life, make more productive decisions, and find some reserves of strength you didn't know you had.
I'm do all I know how not to. Amelda needs me and so do Mokuba and Miruko. I feel as if I can't express what's really bothering me when Amelda's condition is far worse. I feel that if I do, he'll revert back and then I will feel like it's my fault for being so irrational.
I understand what you're saying and I appreciate the feedback, but this is one battle I feel I may not be able to fight without finding some way to let go.
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Bourbon? Seto, dear, at least drink something better than the bourbon I use for cooking! I was wondering where that went!!! I have a whole wine collection at home. Come home, I'll pour you a glass, and you can talk to me instead of drinking by yourself!
You aren't being chastised for being different - or deviating from the norm. You have never given what other people think a second thought before, saved yourself from worse disreputable rumors and situations, and only now...
It's me, isn't it? Please, please love, TALK TO ME!!! Don't tell me that it's "fine." I'm sick of your denial!
Let me be your support!
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It's not you. I have had this for a while now. I just can't explain it. I . . . *nearly drawn to tears* don't know how.
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First, you mentioned that your version of fun is different from others, and that your enjoyments are your own. Does this make you feel isolated? Could you elaborate on what you see as fun?
*waits patiently*
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What I find fun is being able to look at a project, see it to fruition and watch the people enjoy what I create. Another thing I find fun is watching children play and being able to put the smile on their faces. This was my dream, and yet now I'm starting to feel empty because I have done what I set out to do and I'm at a stand still.
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You are going to have to find an outlet - a productive one. You are also going to have to prioritize your life, make more productive decisions, and find some reserves of strength you didn't know you had.
You can't fall apart now, Seto!
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I understand what you're saying and I appreciate the feedback, but this is one battle I feel I may not be able to fight without finding some way to let go.
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