This one is so good I'm blogging it and posting on LJ ( Read more... )

I know its been a long time since I made an entry so here's a quick update on my life...

Trying to solve this puzzle and I can't even find a corner piece...

there's this girl from work with the best eyes ever. imma try and get at her, but keep my hopes in check in consideration of my track record

Christmas just aint what it use to be. I must say my day was more pathetic than most. No dinner, not too many presents and I spent the day alone. At least I made some money playing online poker.

Christmas just aint what it use to be. I must say my day was more pathetic than most. No dinner, not too many presents and I spent the day alone. At least I made some money playing online poker.

am i to succumb once again to these feelings of worthlessness? how is it that all my fears continue to come to fruition. its almost as if i'm deserving of the constant shit. i hate my ability to cope; i hate my willingness to forgive; i hate being rationnal. can't i explode, externalize what i'm feeling and not just whine like i do so often ( Read more... )

Avoidant ( Read more... )

I wonder what's happened to me. I'm totally withdrawn from society. Just can't communicate with people anymore

So last night turned out to be weird. I met the first hot person I ever met from Syracuse. She could break too, however, she can also do some tricks on the pole---stripper. Ms. Miller decided to play grab ass with me which was fun until she poured her corona on me. Saw Dre for the first time in a while...that kid does some fucked up shit, lets ( Read more... )