saturday night went soooo well! i was panicking for a bit, but lani and mei mei were life savers! i am SOOOO grateful to them for their generosity and friendship. now that, my friends, is what true friends are made of ( Read more... )

i'm watching a tv show where one of the characters that i really liked, cheated on his girlfriend. i was so disappointed. the moment where she found out in the show, i just started tearing up. the whole episode i was thinking, "i have so much prejudice against those who cheat now." i know what she's feeling. i cry for the same reason she cries ( Read more... )

i JUST finished telling hp that the worst way to die was in the bathroom. and that i hate watching scenes when someone is being beat up in the bathroom--you know, when their head is being banged up against the toilet? anyway, so i'm relaxing with the tv on and ncis comes on. guess what the premise is? A MODEL IS LAYING DEAD, IN A BIKINI, WITH ( Read more... )

it's been a while...i'm just here to...yeah ( Read more... )

perhaps my expectations of people are too high....i hate that i have expectations.

oh man! i think i had way too much healthy fibery stuff....cause the poo! there is this fat bubble in my stomach.

on another note...in speaking with alex, i've realized that it's not just me. yes, partly it is, but...well it's complicated. i'm feeling more at peace, i feel better. i need some positive people around me.

ya know, it's not so much that i'm worked up, it's that YOU once again told ME how I feel. what the fuck is that? fucking stop that. perhaps with school i'm not as motivated and stuff, but with the club i'm dedicated and i wanna be there. there are things that i just can't do. there are activities that i don't sign up for because i don't wanna ( Read more... )

stepping on egg shells again...and he's nowhere to be seen to let it all out. non apologetic...apology not accepted.

GOD DAMN MY FLOW CHART IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL! i don't even care if i fail my lab practical...my flow chart is fucking awesome. i think i'm gonna frame it. it's still fairly early too, and all i have left to do for this thing is scan perhaps 16 things in, print, and i'm done. i can still study tomorrow. god, i can't get over how beautiful it is ( Read more... )

why aren't i in bed yet? i know why...i'm waiting for something.