Comments | blossom0192: Oh MAAAAN...I'm not a good kid.

blossom0192

Oh MAAAAN...I'm not a good kid.

May 21, 2005 16:41

Otay. Don't remember the rest of that week. Friday had thereapy after school (I drew a pretty picture!) then me and mom ran 3 miles. Theeeen Wes called adn wanted to hang out so he came and got me and Nel around 9 and we went to the drive in and saw Kicking and Screaming. I LOVE THE DRIVE IN! It's so much more fun that the regular movies. Yah, so ( Read more... )

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hey Manda its Nel cowgirlupxo May 21 2005, 21:29:53 UTC

hey yeah that sounds like uper fun week..especially cus i was in it too ;-) lol.. anyways! yeah so summer is almost HERE and we'll probably be hanging out a lot so that will be cool! well... not much to say.. Fill me in on more 'Jeff' stuff later. lol Luv ya sweetie.

Toodles <33

Re: hey Manda its Nel blossom0192 May 22 2005, 23:35:13 UTC

Definitely some very fun stuff. Except I've been pissing sooo many people off, pretty soon I am going to have no friends at all. AUGH. :(

I'll add u...or u add me, cuz I mite forget.

I love you.

_variety May 22 2005, 04:08:46 UTC

im pretty much done trying to help you
it's useless.
really.

blossom0192 May 22 2005, 23:44:01 UTC

Ugh Gaby...

I kno. U've been trying so hard to make things better for me then I keep going and doing more dumb things. That's obviously just how I am. I am always gonna do dumb things and screw myself over.

Please don't HATE me for it tho. I love you SO MUCH, it's crazy. U don't even kno. And I don't want to lose you as a friend becuz I am an idiot.

Me and Trav are just being close friends rite now. I don't kno wut's going to end up happening. I'm trying not to get too attached to him, and he's just like another guy I'd flirt with. I'm not letting things get too close. I'm being careful. As for with the smoking...I kno I shouldn't do it. But it's always so tempting, and I hadn't done it in SO LONG. I really am trying tho...

I'm so sorry. You can stop helping me...but please don't ever stop loving me. :(

_variety May 23 2005, 02:46:05 UTC

dude,no.
that's really selfish of you to totally disregard
how much all of your friends are trying their best
and giving so much up to try and help you and you just
give up on yourself and give in every time,anyway.

real friends don't let their friends fuck up their lives
which is exactly what you're doing. i don't think i can
even count how many times i've been there for you and
all i want is for you to knock the stupid shit off with the
drugs because i know you can be a most intelligent person,i've
seen it and you know and i both know it's true. and so you can't
expect me to exactly embrace you when you're STILL getting drunk
and you CONTINUE to smoke.

Obviously,I'm not the only one that thinks this and if you don't
knock it off you're going to lose everything that matters to you.

Seriously,I love you but this is the last time I'm HONESTLY ASKING YOU AS SOMEONE WHO REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU AND DOESN'T WANT YOU TO THROW AWAY YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO DRUGS to really try and just chill out with everything.

please.
love,gaby.
♥ ♥ ♥

_variety May 23 2005, 02:47:18 UTC

p.s. i hope you're enjoying the bands i recommended.

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m00_c0w May 22 2005, 14:20:05 UTC

*sigh*

blossom0192 May 22 2005, 23:46:23 UTC

Ah, Matt, NO NO NO NO NO!

Please don't be like that. I am trying SO HARD not to smoke. BUT I CAN'T JUST STOP. You really don't kno how hard I am trying tho.

We need to hang out soon. Ur a good influence on me, I kno it would help things.

I'm so sorry I've disappointed you. That's all I ever seem to be doing lately...

I love you.