Oh MAAAAN...I'm not a good kid.

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Otay. Don't remember the rest of that week. Friday had thereapy after school (I drew a pretty picture!) then me and mom ran 3 miles. Theeeen Wes called adn wanted to hang out so he came and got me and Nel around 9 and we went to the drive in and saw Kicking and Screaming. I LOVE THE DRIVE IN! It's so much more fun that the regular movies. Yah, so

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im pretty much done trying to help you
it's useless.
really.

[blossom0192]

Ugh Gaby...

I kno. U've been trying so hard to make things better for me then I keep going and doing more dumb things. That's obviously just how I am. I am always gonna do dumb things and screw myself over.

Please don't HATE me for it tho. I love you SO MUCH, it's crazy. U don't even kno. And I don't want to lose you as a friend becuz I am an idiot.

Me and Trav are just being close friends rite now. I don't kno wut's going to end up happening. I'm trying not to get too attached to him, and he's just like another guy I'd flirt with. I'm not letting things get too close. I'm being careful. As for with the smoking...I kno I shouldn't do it. But it's always so tempting, and I hadn't done it in SO LONG. I really am trying tho...

I'm so sorry. You can stop helping me...but please don't ever stop loving me. :(

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dude,no.
that's really selfish of you to totally disregard
how much all of your friends are trying their best
and giving so much up to try and help you and you just
give up on yourself and give in every time,anyway.

real friends don't let their friends fuck up their lives
which is exactly what you're doing. i don't think i can
even count how many times i've been there for you and
all i want is for you to knock the stupid shit off with the
drugs because i know you can be a most intelligent person,i've
seen it and you know and i both know it's true. and so you can't
expect me to exactly embrace you when you're STILL getting drunk
and you CONTINUE to smoke.

Obviously,I'm not the only one that thinks this and if you don't
knock it off you're going to lose everything that matters to you.

Seriously,I love you but this is the last time I'm HONESTLY ASKING YOU AS SOMEONE WHO REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU AND DOESN'T WANT YOU TO THROW AWAY YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO DRUGS to really try and just chill out with everything.

please.
love,gaby.
♥ ♥ ♥

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p.s. i hope you're enjoying the bands i recommended.

[blossom0192]

:(

I'm sorry.

I really am trying.