i really need to learn to say no to some people....

i think theres a girl i like, but im almost positive she doesn't like me.....oh well, i guess im doomed to suffer a prolongued existance by myself

sweet! my hairs blue, its so cool! im so excited to see everyones reactions to it! yay! (did anyone who reads my lj ever notice how all my messages are insanely short?)

hey, haven't updated in a month, most likely more. alots gone on. lots of pain, love, lust; all the usual emotions. i dunno why, but lately i feel guilty, lonely, depressed. i just feel like a crash dumby in a car. life keeps goin by, fast-paced, and im gunna crash.

i just wanna thank everone who was supportive through this tough time for me, you are all awsome!

todat sux ass. i found out my grandma dies this morning. her funeral is like on wensday i think. she was my last grandparent.

you knwo, sometimes your friends just know how to make you feel sooo special. like today, we went to eat at mcdonalds, monica doesn't eat there so we went to a burrito place (my dad drove us). ie and monica go in to get monica a burrito, so maggie and i(and my dad) are waitin in the car. ie then calls my cell to talk to maggie to invite her to come ( Read more... )

been an eventful week since my last update(i think). i visited brookline for the week. i finally got my mom to understand that i hate her, and now we aren't talking anymore. i scared the shit out of some friends at a sleepover, 1 went to bed at 4 in the morning, the other couldn't get to sleep at all. had wild sex in a friends bathroom. it was a ( Read more... )

ok, bad news for all of you who don't already know, i no longer live in massachusetts. i had to move to maine cuz teachers suck and my grades suck and i suck. i guess this is karma-like punishment for being a bad person to so many other people.....

ok, yeah, i know this is a stressed/ possibly angyr rant, so deal with it ( Read more... )