you cant understand how much i care for you... but im not going to argue...im trying but i cant let you go...i mean im sry, i just miss you so much, its unmeasureable. i wish we could talk again...i would be happy. if you wanna talk about anything, i would love it. though you dont have to if you dont. i want you to have your space, but if you need ( Read more... )

i now realize that you mean so much to me, it kills not to talk to you, and i wish we could hang out or talk, but i told you i wouldnt talk to you as much to give you your space...but it hurts me so much not hearing your voice or seeing you. i love you ( Read more... )

guys i feel a little better though im still sad and whatnot. but i did talk last night, shes still a great person but for some reason i feel that she doesnt want to hang out with me at all. for some reason i feel this freindship of our for some reason is rolling downhill. i think we should fix it but she doesnt feel like talking about it. i think i ( Read more... )

i wish we were still together...but we cant can we

i think my life is going downhill. and i really dont enjoy it. theres nothing i can do for the reasons. i hate feeling it, i wish i could change it. she doesnt want to believe its how i feel thinking im getting over it, but the truth is, its hard living without you by my side, you brought so much in my life...now its gone.

sometimes i feel like everything i do is wrong, and i apologize for eveything, then they seem unsatified with what i said and throw it in my face.maybe i should space myself from this little world, it makes me feel like shit. i saw it coming and did nothing for it, and now it hurts, hurts deep inside...you have no idea

i wish i had her back, i kills me not seeing us together...knowing that ill always be there, just not in that way. but everything is turning out pretty good, we're still very good friends, shes my best. though i called her a hypocrite, which is the stupidest thing ive done, casue i didnt mean to hurt her at all. im so sry. some people say its for ( Read more... )

guys dont worry ill be fine..but pot mayk you stoopid

right now im so sad, i hate being single and i miss someone

guys my week has been great so far, went to a spurs game and we kicked some ass casue we're like the only good team in the nba. but then again, we have been know to suck. but im not going to be home today, im going to be out at marissas having some fun. cant wait till thanksgiving so i can get fat, well not fat overweight. guys i need to gain ( Read more... )