its all about missing you

[bloodshot_tears]

i now realize that you mean so much to me, it kills not to talk to you, and i wish we could hang out or talk, but i told you i wouldnt talk to you as much to give you your space...but it hurts me so much not hearing your voice or seeing you. i love you

i had a dream of being chased by a dead baby...im going crazy
and for some reason i feel good today, not tired or anything...but i hurt inside without showing it. im trying and trying