So he may always be his brother whether or not their friends, it just seems like he won't be my friend anymore. I miss my friend so much sometimes. Privileged? Really Mike? I never would have thought you capable of that........

There are some people who are crucial to my day to day life, two of them happen to be my favorite boys, one's leaving soon, the other i feel thinks its a competition.

How do I stop this?

This pressure really is too much for me. I have too many people depending on me. I have too many people that need me. I can't understand how this happened. I'm the screw up, the irresponsible one. I have an entire side of the family depending on me. I have a whole group of friends depending on me and a whole parent too ( Read more... )

So I went to text him yesterday, to ask him about this guy at work and if it was the same creepy guy who he had dealt with before. Then I remembered I couldn't...and then I realized this is just a taste of what its going to be like for years to come......
I nearly broke down

"You are my sun, moon and stars even the flower children never knew a beauty like yours, you mean absolutely everything to me.... I love you, I miss you, I can't stand to be without you....There's 90 on my card, have fun and I'm going to make sweet hot love to you tomorrow ( Read more... )

we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends

I understand that she's hurt. I understand that she's angry. I mean I'm fairly certain that she thought we were together the entire time they were dating. I wish I could pull her aside and tell her that, infedility was part of the reason behind my parents divorce, and how I would never do that to someone else, no matter what the circumstances ( Read more... )

So I'll never tell him this but if we were to ever get married, I'd want bunnies and volkswagon buses on our invitations <3

Work has been hell. I was in tears the other night walking around the restaurant and no one was asking me what was wrong. That hurt the most and just when it made me burst into tears...Andy hugs me and asks if he can stay for me so I can go home. Mike grabs me and says he doesn't want to see me cry anymore so it's not allowed. Three girls ( Read more... )

Love<3