Aug 16, 2009 13:39
I understand that she's hurt. I understand that she's angry. I mean I'm fairly certain that she thought we were together the entire time they were dating. I wish I could pull her aside and tell her that, infedility was part of the reason behind my parents divorce, and how I would never do that to someone else, no matter what the circumstances were. But she won't let me even talk to her.
I get the fact that she wants to tell people her side of the story. I just wish she wouldn't do it at work. People think differently of me. Two of my best friends have definitely changed their attitude towards me. One's just being spiteful. The other is killing me.
I considered her to be like a sister. Now she's going out to eat with her, going to parties together, smoking together and basically just hanging out. It's killing me. Especially because my friend has seen how upset this girl has gotten me. Plus she knows how me and him did nothing wrong.
Now she's going to be at her birthday..... I have to be on my best behavior.
I hate this