New journal:

__deadly__dream

Not sure if this will remain active or not... Perhaps, if I feel up to it.

The journal switch is just something I normally do every few months, so don't fear it.

Call it obsession, but my friend and I have this horrible thing for Akabane Kuroudo's curves. >D They're so... womanly.

Anyway, I went scanhunting--meaning I basically looked for the curves and that's it--and delivered a good amount.

YAY FOR WOMAN CURVES <33 Aka!Love. o.o

I will easily admit--this has to be one of my worst days, in relation to sleeping. Oh well, I'm sure it will pass. If not, I am going to have some trouble at school and work. -chuckle.- ...

It's awkward, not being able to sleep anymore. Hm. I was just getting used to it...

I lose.

Hello, again ( Read more... )

Okay, let's get down to business, people,

( THANK GOD! WE ARE SPAREDLOLWTFX?! )

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... Give yourself a pat on the back, Leon. You just broke your own record for how many tears you can shed in a week.

I'm attempting not to be quiet with this... Try and let all of it out, hn? Here, more then anywhere else, I deserve to 'vent'... whatever. It's my journal, and I've finally convinced myself to write out what I need to say--and make sure it keeps public.

( ...I don't care if you read it or not, but I suggest you do if you want to know why I am the way I am, currently. It's rather important. )

This hurts, really, really bad... I don't think I can ever explain how bad it hurts. I don't want to... I don't want to let myself know that these tears are real, even if some part of me can tell that they are.

And I swear to god, my world has just fallen to pieces... but sadly, by my own hands.