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bloodbeauty

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Oct 02, 2006 16:57

things were bad
and then they were very bad
and then they were marginally good
( Once again the bitersweet refrain )

[lonely], [depressed], [sad], [alex], [jenn]

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Reads like being a Secondary. edwarddain October 2 2006, 18:11:51 UTC

I've made the observation that being a Secondary often seems to be much harder than a Primary or a Tertiary.

Good luck and take care.

Re: Reads like being a Secondary. bloodbeauty October 2 2006, 18:49:07 UTC

a secondary by any other name...

thanks hun

Re: Reads like being a Secondary. edwarddain October 2 2006, 19:02:01 UTC

Of course.

girlkitten October 2 2006, 19:51:59 UTC

I do read your journal, but I can't fix things.

I want you to feel better, I want you to feel like you matter, you are important to me.

You need me, and Alex needs me, if I go to london it leaves Alex alone, if I stay up here it leaves Alex alone.

I am damned either way, I can't win.

I want to be with you all the damn time, but I don't want to loose Alex, and at the moment it feels like I'm loosing him, I can't run off to save you because that would mean giving up on Alex.

I'm still here for you, and if I could I'd be holding you right now, I need to be held too.

Love you.