one day, my imprint will disappear too. At least that's what I'm hoping.

can't see my shadow anymore
My skin is never warm
My eyes eyes look dim, my face is pale
I wish that I could go to Hell

I wish that I could go to Hell
And sit down by the fire
If I ever see God's car
I swear I'll slash his tires

I died a long time ago
And I'm tired of bein' so cold
Hell would be much better
Than bein' a ghost

Letting myself fall into the ether just seems so enticing right now.

I'm just so tired of holding on.

And now we move to feel.

Well, shit. Third car totaled.

I think I may be harboring a demon.

Might find that out tomorrow.

Geez, it's been 6 years today since Mom passed away. I wish I could say this 'anniversary' gets easier over time, but it really doesn't.

I miss you still, Beautiful Lady.

You know what? Fuck all of this bullshit.

I guess tradition should dictate that I post today. Blah, 28 years old. Jesus christ, I feel like a waste.

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* I am a married broad as of September 4, 2010. Married Jesse in a perfect ceremony at our house. Will be changing my name, but it's going to be a huge process, so I am taking my time ( Read more... )