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Hello everyone and Happy 4th of July. It's been a little while since I updated... about 2 weeks actually. Ok, so lets see what is new...um, well I hyad to go to the ER again the other day, turns out that the kid tore a ligament in my stomach and that is where the pain that I have been feeling is coming from. The doctor gave me some exercises to do ( Read more... )

Well, I have good news to share with everyone...at 1 am this morning Ren asked me to marry him. I am so happy. We knew we were going to get married but nothing was official...now it is. WOOHOO!!!!!!!!

i am so bored. the baby has been being a brat, well not so much lately but he had been i was having contractions that were 3 minutes apart so they gave me a shot to stop them. but i am ok now. well i think ren and i are gonna go home now...so ttyl

Well, I guess that Ren and I have decided to change the babies name... it is now going to be Adaam Kieran Castaneda. We thought that if his middle name was Malibu he may be teased alot and we both really like the name Kieran, so yeah...there you have it, my son's official name.

Well, I am not sure if anyone still reads this or not but if they do, Ren and I found out what we are having... a little BOY!!! I am so excited. I have always wanted a little boy, and now I get him. His name is going to be Adaam Malibu Castaneda. I know, Malibu??? Yes, it is different but I like it, because it is different.Anyway, I just wanted to ( Read more... )

ok, so Ren and I talked. I guess what had really been bothering me is that anytime something is bothering Ren, he gets all detached from everyone and it makes me think that he is having second thoughts. Well like I said we talked and I guess what was on his mind was something really big, something from the past that he had to deal with, and he ( Read more... )

You ever feel like you are just being led around by a leash? I tend to feel that way alot these days. Everyone keeps telling me that it is my mood swings, but I think it is more than that. One minute I am happy, and the next minute I start thinking about something "someone" said or the way they said it, and boom... no more good mood. In fact the ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's been a while since I posted... Well the pregnancy is going... I am now 3 months along, and the baby is due around Oct. 13th... I was in the hospital about 2 weeks ago because the morning sickness was so bad that I dropped 13 pounds in about 4 days. I had gained 1/2 a pound back but now I have the flu and they said I dropped another 4 ( Read more... )