UGH TODAY I HAD 4 EGGS AND SOME HASH BROWNS.. I GUESS ITS NOT THAT BAD BUT STILL IM HUNGRY..I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT UGH ITS AGGERVATING. I HAD A LAXITIVE TEA BUT HASNT WORKED YET!

WELL I WAS DOING GOOD I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING FOR A FEW DAYS.. BUT TODAY I WAS DEPRESSED SO I DECIDED TO EAT SOME SUSHI.. I HAD LIKE 10 LIL TUNA PIECES.. I GUESS IT WONT KILL MY DIET COMPLETLY!I ALSO BAUGHT SOME LAXITIVE TEA, SO I AM GONNA TRY THAT TONIGHT.OH AND I THINK IM GONNA BUY SOME SUCKERS.. ITLL HELP I THINK CUZ ILL HAVE SOME FLAVOR IN MY

wow its been so long. I had my lowest weight a couple months ago.110lbs. for being 5'9 and almost a sz.0 that felt nice. then my dad made me start eating and now im back up to 130 comeon i need u guys to help me. eww i feel fuckin gross u have no idea..HELP!!!

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These past couple days have been real hard 4me.ive been real depressed about food,usually im fine w/not eating but im on my period,bloated,and feel fat.i still havnt stepped on a scale in a month.im 2 scared.today I had 2peice of lemon bread and 5small chips,teaspoon of Peanut butter,and 5suckers..how pathetic.to the averge person that's a snack ( Read more... )

today I binged,ive been doin doing really good thepast week.but I figured shit ill eat 1day.thats all.2marrow ill start my fast AGAIN! im doing okay tho.i lose pretty fast.plus eating a couple days.thats okay rite?i will be 110 by may that is still a promise.

I was suppost 2start my fast today,did I?? NO!! I FUCKIN ATE LIKE A PIG!! eww.i had soo much probley 2000c.well just shows me that im not eating for awhile.it really made me think tho..well I am starting my fast 2marrow,thats a promise no exceptions!!

Tomarrow I start my fast,thank god.im so sick of looking in the mirrior and only seeing my fat and looking @my pant size(7/9) I want to be a 3.i want to be perfect.i want to have men want to be w/me and girls want 2look like me.I wanna be a fuckin skinny bitch that everybody jelous of.i wanna be happy w/myself!i need to be thin!!

Today I decided that I won't be weighing myself for 3weeks.i just hate not seeing huge #s drop on the scale.In the next 3weeks ill be eating no more then 300c and ill be working out everyday.i really want to challenge myself and just show people that I have power.im really tempted to do this!for real!

okay I had about 400c today.i feel discusting!! I barley ate and I hate myself for it.i guess I have to eat a little to stay alive.but how am I suppost to lose when my body still has food in it?!? I don't know how much longer I can eat.i hate it to much!