life has been kinda tricky lately ( Read more... )

 so my life as really changed recently. i was in pretty bad shape after clark broke up with me. once i stopped talking to him as much and realized that we really weren't together anymore and all my hopes were for nothing i realized how much damage he had done to me. bc of him i hated myself and hated sex and thought that i was fat useless and ( Read more... )

i love waking up here and drinking coffee and watching the sunrise glint off the glass covered windows of westwood ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i wrote here. i guess it's time for an update ( Read more... )

ok so i have a few resolutions. i hope that i can keep them ( Read more... )

well i go back to HSU today. of corse it beautful in LA right now. now that i'm going ot go spend 6 hours in a car. fantastic. i hope you all have fun in the coming year. bye!

i'm back from italy and still have no idea what i'm going to do with my schooling. great. god i need help.

i know i haven't updated in forever but i guess i should now. a lot is going on. i am trying ot decide if i want ot go back to HSU or stay in LA and go to SMC. i really actully hate HSU and don't get along with anyone. i spent the whole year hanging out with clark and another friend dekota. i also did badly in classes and got kicked out kinda but i ( Read more... )

hey all ( Read more... )

ok so i want everyone ot tell me their fav 3 cd or artists. i need new music so tell me what you like. yay!!!