I caught you knocking at my cellar door, "I love you baby can I have some more ( Read more... )

Her funeral will be Sunday.

It's not a joke. Why couldn't it have been a joke? Why? I don't understand. I'll never understand. She was so young.

Oh fuck, hyperventilating hurts.

I knew as soon as Kiki said, "I have some bad news." that someone had died. It was the same tone my cousin used when they called about my dad. No one calls and uses that tone when they've lost their job, or an important building is being taken down, or.. anything. Only when someone is dead ( Read more... )

Sorrow robs the words I would write;
To describe the ache of this surprise.
Taking them off into the night;
To join my father with the sunrise.

We let the thoughts flood, we remind ourselves it's alright ( Read more... )

Happy 22nd birthday me.

All I can really say is... I was wrong when I thought that last year's birthday couldn't be topped.

I miss you Daddy.

Today's Song...

"Fidelity" - Regina Spektor.

Because I hadn't heard it in a while.

April is coming. Too soon. Too quick ( Read more... )

1: Beef Stew Meat ( Read more... )

My Crone is finally A Crone. <3