Holy cow! An actual entry!
I feel like such a wanker, it didn't even realize how long i've neglected this journal until i sighed on about five minutes ago. It's been over a month since i even looked at this damn thing, i'm so horrible. My mind has just been super busy lately, i've had my hands full with raising two kids and running a household. When i finally do get a day or two off (which is never actually a full day off) i usually just want to sleep or lounge or something. The computer doesn't even enter into my mind, which makes me even more wary about checking out my long forgotten rpg's *hides*
Life has just gotten in the way and the internet has taken a major backseat to everything, but that's not to say that i'm not going to be on anymore. I am, hopefully.... sometime. It's just that dealing with a 5 year old and a 3 year old on a daily basis is a lot harder than i thought it would be, color me dumb. Becoming these kids nanny has got to be one of the worst ideas i've ever agreed too lol. Not only does that mean they have to be subjected to my cooking lol, but it's a totally thankless job that leaves me on the verge of tears at the end of each day. Oh the joys of stress. Anywho, from this point on i'll try to keep up with my journal/fics more. But i can't promise anything, because the kids come first ya know. Anyway i shall continue with my "day off". Which means laundry, cleaning and cooking. *sighs* I'm gonna run away one of these days lol, which is very childish. There needs to be a more grown-up way of saying 'running away like a big ass chicken with too much stress'. Like i'm 'taking an unscheduled sabbatical forever because i'm a big ass chicken with too much stress'..... meh it's not perfect but it'll work lmao.
Life has just gotten in the way and the internet has taken a major backseat to everything, but that's not to say that i'm not going to be on anymore. I am, hopefully.... sometime. It's just that dealing with a 5 year old and a 3 year old on a daily basis is a lot harder than i thought it would be, color me dumb. Becoming these kids nanny has got to be one of the worst ideas i've ever agreed too lol. Not only does that mean they have to be subjected to my cooking lol, but it's a totally thankless job that leaves me on the verge of tears at the end of each day. Oh the joys of stress. Anywho, from this point on i'll try to keep up with my journal/fics more. But i can't promise anything, because the kids come first ya know. Anyway i shall continue with my "day off". Which means laundry, cleaning and cooking. *sighs* I'm gonna run away one of these days lol, which is very childish. There needs to be a more grown-up way of saying 'running away like a big ass chicken with too much stress'. Like i'm 'taking an unscheduled sabbatical forever because i'm a big ass chicken with too much stress'..... meh it's not perfect but it'll work lmao.