di edi e die di eid ei di ei di ei didie di ei ie lah blah blah bla sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

for glory and honour for glory and honour for glory and honour for glory and honour for glory and honour will u be able to reconstruct it or will u have to reconstruct it will it be necessary what will happen dream of snakes and teeth falling out and of multicolour cliffs and whats next drinking by myself again

god some of my entries are cheesy, approaching camembert all slightly exuding th earoma of mozarella boo boo hoo fucking hoo bla bla die die die di edi ei di eid i id i edie die di ei di eid e id ie id e id ie id ie di edi di di di di di di e di ediediedeidieieidieidieidedieie

apparently i was lucky at this last vacation of mine, avoided a near drowning, hyothermia, crash, etc lol school is back and dont want to be here and why am i tired 24/7 maybe i should get those iron supplements. terence dear was so worried when i was gone, he was calling more than he called in past 2 months, i guess he still cares. so help m ( Read more... )

feel the end is near, feel will die soon, all is hopeless.. this has been such a fucking weird month, too much happened out of th ebluei guess and i didnt handle it well and i initiated it and shouldnt have and now i ma just disgusted with myself and feel resignation nad feel blah and i was suppose dto be happier i gues but i cna tbe cuz i liek my ( Read more... )

i reached new heights of stupidity beyond beleif... each week i do something ridiculous that i regret later well this one i will regret a long time god go into seclusion th eheat fucks brain up and i fucking even did that god i deserve a drive by shooting

i'm glad i talked to u. i missed u. i dont want to loose u. it would not work out beteen us i know it but i really liek u as a friend. that was stupid and i feel liek i should have been smarter about this. He really likes me but how much do i like him???? the physical attraction sure is there and i feel good around him but is that enough.. can he ( Read more... )

feel lazy soo fucking lazy too lazy maybe falling in love?????

he brought me flowers:)

Operation M.O.V.E. leftover crack
booo boo boo boho boohoooo boofuckinghoo