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heavy rain
it's raining. standing in the middle of the street. eyes closed. the sound of silence. calm. forget about everything. you're on the crossroad. which way will you go? what life will you choose? far far away... something different...
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memories
thinking a lot about my granddad. i remember all the things from my childhood that we did together. going for a walk with him in the woods near the railways, visiting the hermitage, skiing. all the summers we spent in the country... it's ingrained in my memory... i'm glad i still have these memories. he was the nicest and the kindest person for me ( Read more... ) -
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i need a smoke and strong coffee - say good morning to myself. i need to stop smoking again. dunno why i started. but what's the point - not to die at the age of 50 with a lung cancer or anything. something can easily happen to me before 50. maybe that's my point. but fuck that, i just need to quit. that's all.
chicks. let's talk about it. what's ( Read more... ) -
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i really wanna go out with somebody, but i just can't find the person i need. i don't know why it's so hard to me, maybe i just think that it's hard. each time when i go somewhere and see a couple i want to ask them: "hey fellas, tell me how did you make this thing worked out right? was it hard? what's the secret of meeting someone ( Read more... ) -
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I think I'll do a good thing. FTFT in my life I'm donating blood to a person. I almost forgot it. My mom told me that her freind's daughter has leukemia. And she's just 19 years old. That's sick. I mean, to have such a disease in that age. I feel really sorry for that girl. I do not think that giving blood will do much, but in that situation it's ( Read more... ) -
thursday
it's hard to wake up in the middle of the dream, even if the dream isn't so good at all. i've slept for full 12 or 13 hours i think, the biggest sleeping time in 2 weeks i guess ( Read more... ) -
last
забросил я тут все. как обычно в моей жизни. я уже не удивляюсь. я такой прям fucking разнообразный, "многосторонняя личность". много идей, желаний - но чегото одного четкого нет... чтож, 31 декабря - как обычно все подводят итог - я просто скажу - прошел еще один год - обычный год, который мало чем запомнился... были годики и получше всмысле ( Read more... )
