I haven't written in this thing in awhile, mostly because I don't really have anything new going on. The semester is going to be over in a few weeks shit is going to be hectic, and I am worried that I am going to procrastinate all this shit too much and spread myself to thin, and end up turning in some subpar work, which has become increasingly ( Read more... )

My life is so monotonous these days, and everything I do blurs together. I have been trying to be more on top of my school work lately, so far, so good. The semester is over in like 6 weeks, so I have started looking at all the shit I still have left to do, and it doesn't seem too bad. I am kind of looking forward to this semester being over, but ( Read more... )

Man today has fucking sucked thus far. My external that at the moment holds virtually my entire music, movie, and tv collection isn't fucking working. I got a test back that I knew a did bad on, but did even worse than I expected. And i finally got the speeding ticket I have been waiting months to find out how much it would be and its fucking ( Read more... )

Spring Break 2K9 was pretty tight. I went and hung out in Monterey for like 5 days, which consisted of me spending a lot of time on the beach and eating a lot of mediocre burritos that compared to the ones up here were very good. Than on the drive back up I stopped in Santa Rosa and hung out with Aaron Vega for a couple hours it was cool to catch ( Read more... )

I have noticed myself often getting into specific types music for periods of time. For instance there have been periods where all I want to listen to is metal, rap, Jamiroquai, and so on. This seems a bit strange to me that I can get so locked into a specific type of music that I often have to force myself to listen to something else. Anyways ( Read more... )

I'm in Monterey Bay. I was planning on going to the bay over the break, but shit didn't work out, and since I felt like I needed to get the Fuck out of Humboldt for at least some of the break I called up my old roommates and decided to come down here. I am glad that I actually came here instead especially since I have been to the Bay like twice ( Read more... )

I feel isolated. I am lonely and bitter. I have been craving some sort of affection and more attention on a consistent basis as of late. I often feel like people don't care about me as much as I care about them even though thats probably not true. I want a girlfriend and a dog, and sadly I don't feel like at the moment my chances of getting ( Read more... )

Fuck I keep thinking that today is Friday. I cant wait till this week is over, so I don't have to stress out about taking tests. I am looking forward to spring break. Although the closer it becomes and the more I try and figure out what I am going to do the less it seems like I am going to actually do anything all that productive. Originally I ( Read more... )

I woke up today at 8:40 am for no apparent reason, but couldn't fall back to sleep, so I got up and went into the living room to play videogames. I played this shooter game Far Cry 2 for awhile, and decided that I didn't really like that game that much,so I decided I need to get some new games. So I drove into Eureka and exchanged that game and ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool. Dodgers finally re-signed Manny Ramirez, which made me extremely happy. I went to therapy it was cool. Had a pretty busy day of class and reading, got a paper back got an A+ on it. I also scheduled an appointment at the career center to talk to someone about improving my resume and trying to get a summer internship ( Read more... )