this past weekend has been the worst of my life. for those who don't know...i lost someone that i truly loved. i dont know if its for the better or not, but all i know is that im hurting. im also hurting cause i know each day she's miserable. im sorry ( Read more... )

hmm...i haven't been on this in awhile, so im going to speed you up on some things ( Read more... )

i haven't been on for a few days, so i have some catching up to do. hmm...friday, i went to my job early to finish up my paperwork en to get my picture taken...haha. come to find out that im on-call right now, which blows, cause i only work when they need me. so i have to look for a 2nd job. after i left ac, i went to billy's house to chill with ( Read more... )

im up early today. i want a pop tart. i just recived my service number, so im pumped about that. now i can give my job that so i can start work. i have a pretty easy job. im a janitor, working in government buildings 5 days a week en i still have time to practice with my band. life's good! :)

after i leave my job today, im heading over to absecon ( Read more... )

well, im actually home for once en it feels good. i got to spend time with my parents, en play with my furry kitty that missed me soo much. also, i got to sleep in my own bed for once, which felt good, cause i was in my warm "cave."

today was such a nasty day. it rained all day en normally i don't mind it cause i sleep better when its raining, but i ( Read more... )

im sitting here right now tired as fudge, but i cant sleep. i have to be at my job in 4 hours to fill out a bunch of paperwork(yay fun!!!) if i go to sleep, ill oversleep, so im forced to be up.

after i get finished with work, i think im going to go home for a little bit. i've been too busy lately to actually see my parents, so im going to go en ( Read more... )