so my orientation is today.
awesome right?
i was thinking it was going to be great.
mom and dad in one orientation, me in the next.

they both bailed.
i'm not really surprised.
they don't really get involved with anything school wise.
it's frustrating though.
i told them.

off to go by myself.
then again, i do everything by myself.
what's one more

so i've come to the conclusion that i may just be a crazy person ( Read more... )

uhh crap ( Read more... )

okay, i haven't written in awhile ( Read more... )

i was too tired to update last night ( Read more... )

well, i'm not feeling as pessimistic as last night ( Read more... )

it has been quite awhile since i've posted an entry in here ( Read more... )

i like that song.
scratch that LOVE it.

what does that have to do with anything though.
its been a good oh, i don't know, five months.
sheesh.

anyway, 
as of yesterday, i'm just bleh.
why?

oh, lets see..
while everyone is getting 5's on their AP calc test,
guess what i got.
a 3, i'm qualified.
but, its qualified as in i flushed $86 down the toilet to take calc ( Read more... )

thats right.
i haven't written in a couple days.
not much has changed though.

i applied to lcc.
i know i'm gonna feel like a failure there.
but i don't know.
i wish i could straighten things out.

like everything.
this stupid roller coaster.

its sunny ( Read more... )