Was really fun, I just got to hang out and relax and not have to worry about anything, for the first time in a while. I know there is some worry about it, and I that i can understand, I am kind of dumb and never tell my friends what is going on in my life. I am soo happy that i have so many friends who love and care for me, the same way that I ( Read more... )

I have been unhappy, I know I have been unhappy and yet I continue to be miserable. Is it because he made me make a decision on it, or the reason he felt I needed to hear it face to face instead of over the phone, or maybe because he is still a part of my life right now. I don't like the feelings that I am having right now. I want to be able to ( Read more... )

So today like everyday is a new day, today I begin my journey to find what makes me happy, so I should make a list of what I find fun right now ( Read more... )

I have entered a point in time where I feel lost, but I have direction. I want to finish school, I want to be happy, and do the things that I enjoy. I have really lonely this week, after not talking to Rich all week, but it seems that he has been making his own arrangements in life. So I turn into the pathetic one in the end. Well whatever, I ( Read more... )

I can't believe how frustrated I am by my situation right now, why the hell and when the hell did my life get so complicated

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I totally need to start going back to my damned Pre-Cal class, I know that I am not really learning anything in there and that0 I have no idea what he is talking about up there but it isn't math, but I really need to get my quizzes that get passed out and turn in my homework.  Of course I go to all my other classes so what is the problem in going ( Read more... )

Well, my siter came to visit yesterday, we had fun...we went to IKEA, Borders Books, and Hot Topic to buy her a twilight shirt. At Borders I found two more twilight shirts, so I am totally ecstatic about it. We stayed up late with Marshall, Chris, Donald and Laura playing Apples to Apples, it was hillarious, but my god I am tired today and I ( Read more... )

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Well, from what some of you have now expressed, I am not totally off my rocker, when ever Harry Potter came out I totally did this too, I want to be a writer some day so I freak out when ever I really like a book or series of books, not I have not lost my rocker (if I had one) I am just a little excited but not to worry, I just found something to ( Read more... )