what is this light i see in the dark?

How is it that one can see the face of death multiple times?

i got my wisdom teeth pulled 6 hours ago, and i still have a shitload of blood and gauze in my mouth. i wish i could feel my lower lip.

how can one feel confused, overjoyed, upset, over whelmed, depressed, happy, bored, hurt, excited, anxious, angry, crushed, hopeful, and scared all at the same time? i dont know how to put it all together and overcome it. the only thing that can fix is time....i hope.

testing stupid journal crap that wont let me update

january sucks

well, i definately havent written in here in a while. james moved back to canada a little over a month ago, and two days ago was our 7 months, so go us! i miss him so much and it hurts when i really need him to be with. sometimes a simple hug from him can make every thing go away, and he doesnt really have arms long enough to hug me from canada. ( Read more... )

wow, i havent updated my journal in a long time. james and i have been together for about 4 1/2 months, and we are doing great. we went over to AJs house the other day, that was pretty cool. the three of us are going bowling tonight and that should be fun. oh, a couple weeks ago i met up with perry and hung out with him all day and most of the ( Read more... )