Comments | blacklid: Okay, so, remember how I said...

blacklid

Okay, so, remember how I said...

May 25, 2008 06:20

...that I hadn't cried yet today ( Read more... )

all aboard the failboat, wtf, insomnia again, thinky thoughts, dean!, what was my name?

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pie_andcoffee May 25 2008, 18:09:41 UTC

BY-THE-BY.

DJINNSEN IS OVER AT PETJA DECLARING THAT HE IS, IN FACT, GOD.

However, he is calling for backup. GET YOUR SMILEY-FACED ASS OVER THERE.

blacklid May 26 2008, 03:42:41 UTC

I fell asleep after posting this and slept until almost 5. Thank goodness for holidays... :)

I went and checked out that entry, though, and saved a bunch of crack.

Love ya.

silwyna May 25 2008, 14:01:49 UTC

Here's a happy icon for you *hugs*

blacklid May 26 2008, 03:45:03 UTC

Thank you, darling! :)
I'm okay now. It's been creeping up on me and I kept tamping down because people are always around. I had time and freedom and I got a lot of it worked out. It's just... Dean.
But season four is going to be amazing. Truly.
*hugs you back*

lila_blue_b May 25 2008, 14:47:44 UTC

Oh, Karina! *hugs you* It will get better, it has to.

Dean wouldn't want you crying and upset for him, and neither would Jensen. And neither would Sam or Jared.

That might not help, and that's okay if it doesn't because you have every right to be upset and grieving, but... *hugs you again*

blacklid May 26 2008, 03:49:07 UTC

Oh, I don't know. They had their chance to be upset and work through it and now it's my turn. I would take it as a huge compliment as an actress to know that something I did affected someone that much. And they are truly amazing.

But. I am feeling much cleaner about it. I worked a lot of it out, with all my lovely, much needed alone time this weekend. I am a loner by default... it's my thinky, feely brain's place - where I really feel like myself and no one is directing my thoughts but me.

I'm really okay. I just needed to do that. :) I knew I would be offline for a while, so I didn't want anyone to worry.
*hugs you back*

lila_blue_b May 28 2008, 01:25:05 UTC

That's true, and it certainly is a credit to the show and Jensen and Jared that they can touch people with their performances as deeply as they do.

I'm glad that you're feeling better about things.

geckoholic May 25 2008, 15:53:36 UTC

*huuugs you close* :-)

cyndrarae May 25 2008, 18:26:39 UTC

But if I see one more bloody Dean icon, like it's some sort of poster or memorial or whatthehell... I dunno if this goal to not cry today will actually happen.

Exactly! Thank you! I thought I was the only one :(

*hugs*