so i'm dying. i suppose. i guess i should start the entry off like that. i have cancer. again. in my lungs and my pelvis. i'm sitting at a computer terminal in manhattan right now waiting to see a specialist. i'd like to note that none of my friends (with the exception of a few and they don't read this so it doesn't matter) have been there for me. ( Read more... )

tonight was strange ( Read more... )

so... what the fuck, huh?

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i mean really... there's nothing else to say.

okay so ( Read more... )

i'm in the most peculiar of moods lately. i'm watching maury povich, cheating babydaddies and whathave you... my friends and family always wonder why i watch such trash.. my dad pointed out several times while i was sick that i was "too smart" to be watching such things. i've decided i am not "too smart" to watch them, but that i'm "so smart" that ( Read more... )

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i went to the coach store today and found an ipod cover that i have decided i'm going to get.. and a pair of white sunglasses. sadly, i can't get them until next week when i have some money, but... they had an adorable scarf i wanted to get but it was $150...just for a scarf.. so.. i dunno, maybe ( Read more... )

philosophy is much more boring than i thought. scratch that. the professor i have for philosophy right now, makes things 10x more boring than they should ever need to be. maybe it's just that Aristotle was NEVER one of my favorites. oh well. we just started kant...rather self-indulgent and silly if you ask me, but whatever, i don't choose the ( Read more... )

so, chicago is officially off the agenda. long story ( Read more... )

this one isn't mine, but it's wholly relevant ( Read more... )