I'm so stupid. Stupid and alone. I cant believe I"m jelous over my own boyfriend's mother. I guess I'm here alone at sam's and I'm just... depressed. I just... I mean, I guess I have the right to rant, but at the same time, its not justified. I mean, his mom knew his first. Hell, without her he wouldn't be here. But the point is is that... I'm a ( Read more... )

wow, when was the last time I posted? Like a year ago? I cant believe its been that long. So here we go ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking god... I have a headach and I'm at work. There's so many things I wanna yell about, but I'm going to keep my tongue. I feel like crying, I feel like screaming, and I feel like hurting someone or something... Just someone shoot me! Please!

Slowly, day by day, I find myself slipping farther and farther back into my old mindset. To me, I'm nothing more then just some usless, idiotic, moron in my dad's eyes. It seems like nothing I do can fucking please him. Nothing at all. It started a week ago when I told him I got fired from my other job. I told him that I called sick and he asked me ( Read more... )

I've only vagly told people what I saw when I went into a coma. Or what happened to me when I blacked out. So I'm here to tell thoughs what I saw. And what has been burned into my mind for years to come.

I had just come home from a hard day of work. My father wasn't home, but my mother was. She was watching T.V. I walked upstairs to my room and ( Read more... )

Okay, while putting away dishes this morning, I cought something on montel about being gay. I hate it when people think its like a sickness of some kind. Honestly, I think there should be more gay people then there are straight. We dont need more babies. We have enough. And plus, if you like someone of the same gender, then why hide it? Your gay, ( Read more... )

Title: A touch of a sin's past 
Rating: pg-13 for now. Will go much higher in later on chapters 
Pairings: Envy/OC, Envy/Edward (In much much later chapters) 
summary: All we know about Envy is what the show and manga showed of him. But what about his past? What was he like before then? 
AN: Okay, I've never seen anyone do Envy's past before so I'm ( Read more... )

Title: A touch of a sin's past 
Rating: pg-13 for now. Will go much higher in later on chapters 
Pairings: Envy/OC, Envy/Edward (In much much later chapters) 
summary: All we know about Envy is what the show and manga showed of him. But what about his past? What was he like before then? 
AN: Okay, I've never seen anyone do Envy's past before so I'm ( Read more... )

My name is May Trickster and this is my story. Its not much of one and its one that you'll never remember. But what I say here is true. The world that you now know and love, once was destoryed. You may not remember it, but I do. Its like that legond that everyone had forgotten, or dismissed it as nothing more then a fairy tale. But I tell you know ( Read more... )