this is it... my last day, my last few hours.... this is the last time i will see some of these people.... ever.... this place, these halls, my old house.... leaving it all behind... hopefully for something better... thank you everyone who has helped at all through this mess... i really am a wreck..... but i'm getting better..... i'll be in milroy ( Read more... )

the sweetest girl i know... and she gave me a necklace... a cross... "not because you believe in it, but because someone gave it to me"... a neckalce that was given to her by someone who cared about her very much.. and told her to pass it on in the same fashion.... this was in sixth grade... and she has been holding on to it until now, when she ( Read more... )

i look at my fingers a lot when i type.. i don't need to, it's just reflex..

wendy asked why i always look so sad...

tucker likes to see the things i draw and write every day... says he'll miss me when i'm gone.. i told him to come visit... he said he will....

(do you know how much i write about you..?)

so, vinnie says my lip should only be swollen for two days, at the most ( Read more... )

gaze, smooth cool blue, reasoning that your baby's breath lonely words can still find their way to me after all this time and all these wounds, through all the defensive scar tissue cultivated and nurtured to keep you away. seeping through to all the dust and ash and pills and blood where there was once a gossamer mist to shield, envelop, purify ( Read more... )

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so fucking much... going on.... i can't do this...

my heart is on the sleeve of a shirt i wore last week...

i'm so tired...

back and forth and around in circles and, god, i can't get you OUT OF MY HEAD but i can't seem to smile... you wanted to make me smile, you wanted me to make you care about anything, i just wanted to be happy (what were you doing..?) and i'm not smiling and you don't care and, no, we can't be "good friends" because... i don't know.... but we can't ( Read more... )

it's funny how things work out ( Read more... )

ash: "will you go have sex with my girlfriend for me?"

i have changed my mind. my previous statement about not wanting sex today DOES NOT APPLY. i do i do i do... rawrrr..

where is that boy when i need him..? >_<

t.r.w. <3
(prrr)