life seems to travel in circles. dont you think?

my grandpa died last night

you know. it really sucks when someone you know gets df'd and you have two close friends that were close to that person and yet theres nothing you can do... grrr i hate it

my grandpa's really sick. my dad doesnt even think he'll make it through the week. so this thursday we are going to nevada to visit them, we'll be back on monday. It's sad to think that this might be the very last time i will ever see my grandpa alive...

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lately my mind has been telling me to become calloused and hard so not to let nything in - good or bad - life ain't a box of chocolates and im not about to let my guard down any more

how come it seems like whenever i need a friend the most im always all alone?

have you ever wondered if there is a reason of our living.. lately my life has been a bunch of nothingness... i havent been happy i havent been crappy or anything between.. it is oddly tiring

well school was cancelled today!! i would sure hope so because since its raining ice outside. mara was gonna come over last night and spend the night. but she had to go home instead.. i was actually looking forward to it because i really havent been able to do anything with her for a really long time.. what can i say life is too busy i guess.. oh ( Read more... )

theres not much to report..its thanksgiving break from school and so far i have nothing to show for it.. YAY my boring life!!! well at least i will be caught up on my sleep. other than that i have the routine of school meeting work. oh well at least that keeps my mind somewhat off the other crap in my idiodic lifestyle..well i wont get any deeper ( Read more... )