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black_cat_1980

Confronting Myself, Feelings of Having Lost Out on Life, Breaking the Old Mold & Flirting...

Jun 28, 2007 11:01

Things seem to be getting a bit too intense lately. In fact I am finding it difficult to deal with my feelings and also fighting them at the same time. It is almost like reality bites. Before I had started to confront my feelings I used to think that I wasn’t even feeling these things and it was all some kind of delusion. But the fact is this is ( Read more... )

attraction, cannabis, depression, acceptance, gender transition, frustration

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mon462 July 25 2007, 12:08:46 UTC

I could have written most of what you have written about 3 years ago. The only thing that really helped was confronting my feelings and taking the steps necessary to start transition. Things have gotten better, but there is much more to be done.

The picture you have posted looks natal. Are you in counseling or on HRT yet? If not, please get into counseling as soon as possible. It takes time to work out these feelings. Please feel free to ping me on YIM (mon462) if you see me online and you want to talk.