So I'm on day two of being newly single and clearly today will always be known as "When I decided to get overly emotional about everything." I really do mean almost everything. I spent most of yesterday in a pretty good mood, my brain doing its best to cement a wall around the gravity of the entire situation. I've hurt someone I care about ( Read more... )

that says "happiness is one's state of mind" which im inclined to agree with! i started subtly changing my attitude the past few weeks and learned that if i indeed dont seek situations which will end up making me unhappy after the fact im all good. You really do need to learn how to stablize your brain and just not think all the damn time. It's ( Read more... )

Regret. I live with a fair amount of it, most of it built up from the past 3-4 years or so. Some of my biggest are actually from 2010 alone. The great thing about the human mind however is that no matter how much anguish it seems to go through the survival instincts quick in and things start feeling better and better. That is until the next ( Read more... )

im so scared.

scared of everything. if i had one wish i'd be 17 forever.

i couldnt tell you when are why i started on the path im on now. all i know is i want off ( Read more... )

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Bangor, ME.

Bangor.

Maine.

Yes.

That is all.

happy cyrus! happy me! :D

to detach oneself from their reality they must not feel enjoyment. pain does not exist. boredom is flickering.

all there is life. it comes and goes. there is nothing new about it. the past and future do not matter. the present is it.

Was just reading through my old LJ posts and I actually couldn't even recognise myself back in 2006-2007. I do not like the person I've become. I decided last year that I was never going to amount to anything and with it all my innocence flew out of the window while the tornado hit. I'm near the verge of tears because I don't know how to stop it. ( Read more... )