I'm not even sure what real love is.

Your fingertips across my skin ( Read more... )

So I just need to get this out there I don't really have anyone who reads this but if you do and maybe have some like insight I guess please tell me. So I was looking at old photos of my ex who I was with for 4 years. In February we will be broken up for 2 years. But we didn't officially cut off all contact until pretty much exactly a year ago. ( Read more... )

Real quick?
How does it feel that I'm better then you?

Hey Girl ( Read more... )

I never knew ( Read more... )

She was the girl with the string around her neck ( Read more... )

That just hit me like a brick fucking wall.

Like honestly who fucking knew I would take things that far. I was ignoring how hurt I was and tried to ignore it even more by doing what I did.

So last night was interesting. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet. I can't stop replaying it but I also feel like it didn't really happen.

This has been a fucked up week. I lost an amazing friend. I'm not so sure whats going on with another one, things are weird now. An old friend calls and we make plans with each other and he backs out of them as usual. I found out I was betrayed by someone I thought had a lot more respect for me, instead he shows things that were between me and him ( Read more... )