i miss seeing your smile in the morning when i wake up, i miss my girl who is so far away.
i miss my friends from high school and i still wonder how they are at times. i miss talking to them and hanging out at their house. i hope they know i still think of them.

i just turned 21 and i feel great. ahh the power. hehe just jokeing.

i could not belive my ears when i heard this morning on the news that a school was shot up. what is going on in this planet

i miss my cosin and friends in denver i miss being happy i miss my mom. i miss living without being scared all the time i miss my ex-girlfriend i miss haveing a girlfriend i miss haveing a voice.

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omg omg omg. taylor from american idol won last night. i am so happy. and when clay came out to sing i jumped out of my seat. i wounder when the l-word is comeing back on. and degrassi is heating up and i love south of nowere.

well i found out that my beautiful baby niece is growing teeth and crawling and it just makes me sader and sader. i hate liveing so far away from her. i am missing all of her first ( Read more... )

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Extraversion |||||||||| 40% Stability |||||| 26% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||| 30% Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Religious |||||||||||| 43% Hedonism ||||||||||||| ( Read more... )

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All through high school i either ate by myself or ate with peaple and hear them make plans for the day or week and know that i am not invited like going to partys, or just hanging out. and it is still happning. thats how it feels anyway. why is it that were ever i go i am an outsider or outcast.