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i hate my life

sooo i did something last night that im not sure if i regret or not... and i dont know how to feel about it.
i just need someone to talk to right now that is willing to listen and not judge me and just want to be there for me right now.. i dont have that anymore :(

so i guess things are getting better for me nowww ( Read more... )

well.. my life is complete shit right now ( Read more... )

wellll the past few weeks have been kinda crazy
i got kicked out of my house.. missed like 2 weeks of school.. and stayed at richards for a week
things have been crazy lately.. i havent hung out with anyone.. havent seen elisa in like a week and i havent seen any of my other friends in foreverrrrrr
but yeah

sooooo its 2am and i have school tomorrow and im still at elisas and im going right now to get more beers haha but yeah im bored so i figured id post yet another entry tonight... maybe another one once i get drunk haha
<3 ash

welllll... it is tuesday night and there are a bunch of people at elisas house right now and were all just chillin.. haha my mom just called me and yelled about how im supposed to be home at 10 and i made up some bullshit excuse like i always do haha ( Read more... )

yesterday i got soo drunk haha it was the first time ive been drunk in like forever and i drank tequila..blah but it wasnt so bad.. then me and elisa went to taco bell haha ( Read more... )

well well... im at elisas house right now with katey and sammm and elisa is in bed lol
tomorrow we are going to the lake to tan all day haha
pointless entry but im bored :)

haha wow.. i havent looked at my journal in sooooo long!!! i had SOOOO much drama.. hahaha its kinda funny.. i look back at all of it now and realize how stupid it was... and im sorry to EVERYONE.. YES, EVERYONE who was involved in these stupid fights.. they were sooo pointless

*i miss some of my old friends :(