i almost forgot to say somehting else
and if i cant fit it in
ill keep it ll to myself
i almost wrote a song about you today
but i tore it all up and threw it away!

2 things.... why is it i cant breath ar night, and all i see is you in my dreams?
and 2 my hand always seems to find its way back to you and falls right in place, it always seems to fit...

last night was cool, our cd burner didnt work and max came over to try and fix it... and it worked.... i was talking to a friend of mine till like 3 in the morning. and today just another boring day...

im at a loss for words in many sences ( Read more... )

wipe these ugly tears from my bloody eyes ( Read more... )

im at a loss for words honestly. i learned alot about myself over the past week and the problem isnt forgiving kate or sebastion, its forgiving myself... myself of all people. they went through with the merrage and i feel like shit... saddly i cant fix any of it till i forgive myself. i miss my old life, my old friends, my old self. change is good ( Read more... )

why did he take that reason away from me...why am i so fucking stupid? will this pain just go away?no no never it will, im just too ugly, im just too stupid, im just too worhtless, im just too broken...aparently i didnt press hard enough, cause i woke up...i hope someone loves me enough to save me from this vertigo. im trying to ech a painful smile ( Read more... )

maybe i was better off not knowing... shawna i love you

if only i had a dollar...

im erasing him, he never exsisted, i wish there was another way to make it not hurt so bad, i hate him but love him, and nothing will b ok again