sketch...my new name

[bite_moi]

im at a loss for words honestly. i learned alot about myself over the past week and the problem isnt forgiving kate or sebastion, its forgiving myself... myself of all people. they went through with the merrage and i feel like shit... saddly i cant fix any of it till i forgive myself. i miss my old life, my old friends, my old self. change is good and for the better but sux ass. im startin to get in touch with my powers thanx to robbie. jayson let me down, nicolai treats me like a sex objet instead of an actual person, and i cant look myself in the eyes through a mirror. robbie if you can read this or hear my silent cries help me....alone never seemed so... lonely... scared never felt so....bare....and silence never seemed.... so loud

BTW my new nick name is sketch