I hate waiting, and summer has always just felt like one long, overly glorified, agonizingly hot, 3 month long wait.

I want it to be fall already.

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i made the dean's list at school. fuckin' a. good old santa monica college.

Today was weird and I woke up feeling in the pits - but towards the latter half of the day I pulled it together, allowed myself to be completely uplifted by the significance of insignificant things. It seems that things were at the worst they could possibly have been at but in less than an instant coincidence and complete randomness struck and ( Read more... )

Yesterday I tried to venture over to the free store, only to discover I was in the wrong borough. In the rain, on my bike - well, shit! Disappointing in particular because the grand opening party was happening, and I'd been hoping to see the person I met in DC at NCOR who told me about the place. But hey, I had a nice ride through the stinking ( Read more... )

I'm fed up with sacrificing my personal comfort and boundaries to earn money that will enable me to buy clothes and shoes that are supposed to define me from companies that kill and exploit other people of color when in actuality wearing those clothes will do nothing for me once i step out my door. Once i stop admiring myself and how "individual" ( Read more... )

It's the anger at the feeling pushed forward and shoved back at the same time when all you want to do is walk your own pace ( Read more... )

I need to move. I need to flow from city to city, coast to coast, country to country, person to person, fling to fling. The stability of a permanent roof over my head in the same place does not soothe me. And this need shows something. I cannot commit. I crave it yet I despise it. I can't stay long enough to disclose any relevant information about ( Read more... )