Comments | bipolarsurvival: i am going through an episode

lunastargrrl in bipolarsurvival

i am going through an episode

Jun 15, 2011 02:29

I dont know how to explain it all, but i was doing drugs, and then i started not understanding what people were saying i thought i was able to read peoples minds, i was paranoid and i still feel edgy up and down and all around. i feel so alone and i keep calling my ex boyfriends who just make me feel worse. I just hope i wont lose my mind all ( Read more... )

mania

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10acgirl June 15 2011, 06:52:07 UTC

i'll talk. i've beeen rapid cycling today and i finally crashed.

ok lunastargrrl June 15 2011, 06:53:16 UTC

do you aol? or how else would you like to chat

Re: ok 10acgirl June 15 2011, 06:54:12 UTC

gmail

groovetheory5

Re: ok lunastargrrl June 15 2011, 06:56:20 UTC

i dont have gmail do u have aim or yahoo messenger

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acid_gloss June 15 2011, 12:52:53 UTC

Drugs seriously exacerbate such issues.
Please be careful :/

lifelikeavideo June 17 2011, 11:21:20 UTC

I had 2.5 psychotic episodes last year (I say .5 because one of them was just me being paranoid, rather than solely delusional... I think with proper rest I could have gotten over it in a few days or so), and I think a lot of it had to do with my excessive usage of shrooms, ecstasy, and weed. I still smoke herb, but I keep it under control. Last year, I went a little overboard with drugs. I think what sealed it for me was the ecstasy though. Maybe it was the shrooms. Who knows. But yeah, generally speaking, I'm much less prone to mania if I stay away from psychedelic drugs. They're fun and all, but I'd much rather stay feeling normal as opposed to other-worldly and insane.