i am going through an episode
I dont know how to explain it all, but i was doing drugs, and then i started not understanding what people were saying i thought i was able to read peoples minds, i was paranoid and i still feel edgy up and down and all around. i feel so alone and i keep calling my ex boyfriends who just make me feel worse. I just hope i wont lose my mind all together, it's been really hard but this is my two days sober, and i feel ok but i feel like i dont know who i am anymore, i was manic and loved it, i was good at my stand up comedy witty, energetic, artistic and i dont want to be a zombie, if anyone wants to talk would be cool.