What goes up, must eventually come down?

[sparklndiamondz]

I just dont get it. I am getting so so angry and upset out of nowhere lately. Last night for example. I was doing just fine, feeling kinda crappy, but mood wise I was fine. I was just sitting around and watching some TV, and I dont even know what set me off. I remember Nathan saying that he was going to make me a burrito for dinner when he was done

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[iriscostume]

are you bipolar?
kuz if you, are thats what it is.
Yes i know, smart arse :P

Bipolars just have a massive emotional range.
The hard part is learning how to cope with it.
It makes life a lot harder doesnt it?
and then on top of that the whole have a job, friends, sociallife etc blah on top of it.
oh yeah and partner and kids.

a common problem on here ive found on here also is meds not working.

[x_150_x]

I experience that same rage over seemingly inconsequential things when I'm not on my medication. I don't know if it's part of the irritability associated with the hypomania I experience or what, but it's really difficult dealing with, and usually is a trigger leading to my depressive episodes, because I feel guilty afterwards. I was in a serious relationship for almost a year and was like this quite frequently with my boyfriend at the time. I felt very frustrated about things when we were together, and I had a lot of explosive episodes... I slammed doors, had crying fits, yelled, threw things, and even slapped him across the face one day (although he did say something completely inappropriate, which provoked it, but still, it wasn't right of me to do that).

I hope you figure out how to deal with it. :(

[iriscostume]

im extremely introverted so ive never lashed out or gotten angry
so im like the extreme opposite! Which is just as bad!!

feeling guilty will cause depression, you know the whole repressed anger causes depression - repressed ANYTHING causes depressoion.
no meds = big trouble

:)

[sparklndiamondz]

yes I am (which is why I'm in this comm lol) its just so frustrating. I'm in between doctors and off meds so I know that's playing a part but its driving me (and my husband) insane.