Leave a comment

Hallucinations of Mary juppschmitz April 24 2014, 07:08:57 UTC
Dean has (alcohol induced?) hallucinations of Mary coming to see what's become of him.

Reply

Instructions 1/3 (Dean, post-9x18) kalliel May 3 2014, 16:59:59 UTC
1. Find the norco on the table. Use as directed. In the absence of direction--e.g. if you've found it on the kitchen table and its owner, that is, the name on the bottle, that is, the owner of the fake name on the bottle, is nowhere to be found--improvise ( ... )

Reply

Re: Instructions 2/3 (Dean, post-9x18) kalliel May 3 2014, 17:00:44 UTC
6. Walk into a photograph. It's on your beside table; just a short distance. You should be able to make it. If you experience consternation, doubt, incredulity, or any type of neural interference that causes suspension of belief, welcome them as friends. They're hardly strangers, after all. They've kept you company through all your actions, all your choices. They're even more loyal than you are ( ... )

Reply

Re: Instructions 3/3 (Dean, post-9x18) kalliel May 3 2014, 17:01:35 UTC


10. Keep fighting.

Tell your co-worker, "(I need to talk to you. I've been waiting all) G'morning."

Hear him half-answer. "Yeah, (I was going to ask how you were)."

"Norco's in the kitchen, if that's what you're looking for." Gesture vaguely. Your arm is heavy, almost alien. "(Thank you.)"

"Phone, actually. (I need to ask Cas. I need to tell Cas.)"

"(Help me. Please help me.)"

Watch him find his phone. Watch him. It's so innocuous, but watch him. Watch him move. Watch him alive with movement. You've paid dearly for this, more than once.

"Did you get any, uh, you know." Watch him struggle to interpret you. You want him to see everything. You want him to see nothing at all. ("Dean, I don't know how to talk to you. I don't know where to start.")

Hope he'll never need to see you, real you.

"(I can't ask you for this.)"

"Come on, man."

Do not ask for more.

Reply

Re: Instructions 3/3 (Dean, post-9x18) skeletncloset May 4 2014, 16:40:45 UTC
This one hit so many of my buttons I think I blew a fuse. Dean and his issues PLUS HIS MOM.

Reply

Re: Instructions 3/3 (Dean, post-9x18) kalliel May 4 2014, 23:56:10 UTC
Glad you enjoyed. :) Thank you for reading!

Reply

Re: Instructions 3/3 (Dean, post-9x18) peridium May 5 2014, 06:51:33 UTC
This is gorgeous, and gorgeously written, and hit me really hard. Ouch.

Reply

Re: Instructions 3/3 (Dean, post-9x18) kalliel May 5 2014, 13:45:36 UTC
Thank you. <3 I'm glad this was powerful for you! Ugh, Dean. ;__;

Reply


Leave a comment

Up