i sit her clutching useless lists
and keys to doors that don't exist
i crack my teeth on pearls
i tear into the history
show me what it means to be in this world

'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind

i see the parts but not the whole
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got my report card back 2day. i got a 3.083. it's not terrible. i am still on honor roll and my gpa average is still a 3.3 but i have a feeling this semester i am going to do a lot better because i am a lot of classes with ppl i do not know....so i won't be talking as much. GOT A 'D' IN CHEMISTRY!!! :>0. at least the bitch passed me. lynnseys plane ( Read more... )

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well...it's been a while. Monday we got new classes. The classes themselves are bad...but the people in them suck. I am the only sophomore in my math clas. The rest are juniors. I had chemisry but after my strugle in chemistry last semester i switched to chem. comm. Also, no more SEÑORA. Not sureif thats a good thing or not. i now have SEÑOR Powell ( Read more... )

so i am reading this really interesting book called "The Five People You Meet in Heaven". really cool. i highly recommend it. so we didn't have rehearsal 2day so lynnsey, christen, and i took a trip to Burger King and the most random thing happend. Christen and i are sitting across from lynnsey and this guy sit a at a table near us but lynnsey can ( Read more... )

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I don't know what i am going to do about chemistry. I know i am failing it but i don't understand anything and my teacher is a fuckin retard and doesn't know how to teach. Same with math except i am apssing math with a B and if i do good on my final i could get out with an A. but we'll see. Rehearsal went pretty good 2day. i really like my ( Read more... )

AHHHHH!! WE HAVE SCHOOL TOMARROW! that sucks. i am hoping for a snow day. PRAY WITH ME...plz?

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