Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else ( Read more... )

so....lynnsey, barakat and me went to EKO to see ASF and hopefully dacne after. wel, we did see ADF but they were closing after the last 2 bands. so....no dancing. se we got directions to Hydrogen, in waterford, from eko, in utica, fro my phone. I HATE ROADS THAT CHANGE NAME WHEN ENTERING A NEW CITY!!!! thats why we had such a hard time. so we ( Read more... )

Why do I even try anymore???? It seems as though everytime i seem to help someone they find the bad in everything. Why can't live their life to the fullest and fuckin ENJOY IT!!!???? God damn i get so fustrated. why can't YOU except the hel and use it as your advantage????

Greenfiel manor is out of the question. they want $12000. fuck no. so....we most likely are going to have homecoming at the Hyatt. i didn't go to school 2day cuz it was a half day and i didn' do my homework. AND ONCE AGAIN...MR.A CANCLED REHEARSAL. how does he think we are going to be able to pull-off this play if we don't practice?!?! anyways ( Read more... )

CRAAZZY WEEK! Rose sales and school were fanatic. The class of 2006 made a $976 profit! I am so so proud. Itlooks like we are having homecoming next year at Greenfield Manor. It's gonna cost quite some money. On thursday night Farah and i were getting the messages organized to deliver to the classes from 2:30 after school to 12 midnight. On friday ( Read more... )

so...who's the retard that sits home on saturday night...me. i tired of it. school starts the day after 2marrow and it am kinda looking forward to it. u know that feeling when ur not wanted? well, that how i always feel. but no...i can't say anything. i hope u realize that i am still here. sometimes i feel as if i disappeared....no one would notice ( Read more... )

I'm full of regret
For all the things that I've done and said
And I don't know if it'll ever be ok to show
My face around here
Sometimes I wonder if I disappear

Would you ever turn your head and look
See if I'm gone
Cause I fear

There is nothing left to say to you
That you wanna hear
That you wanna know
I think I should go
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Fuck this shit. I'm sick of being left behind....


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so i had my superbowl party yestersday. tons of fun.it was crazy. the game was awesome. and like i said....the patriots won. also Barakat is gonna be a chipindale and Abass likes to ram it. "RAM IT!" lol. and not to mention the "dry pleasure" being tkaen place on my couch. lol. it's all cool. all in all it was a success and if anyone disagrees they ( Read more... )