Sup ladies and dudes... im totally just chillin out right now.. i havent updated in a while and i cant really express much... i feel almost emotionally stopped up, but yet i can blubber over one girl at whim and at any instant... so confused.

i love you guys.

chole.

alright... so its kinda my fault... alright it is my fault, but if money wasnt so attractive then i wouldnt need two jobs to get some.. money that is. pervert. But i'm just beat i work a shit load.. this weekend i worked 22 hours alone, just these two past days, and then on top of that i have 20 more hours to go this week, now i know its not alot, ( Read more... )

Shiat kids, yo no update-o in Eljay fo eva... but yeah since im lame and kinda distraught about certain situations and i dont really wanna type it all out ima copy and pizzaste some lyrics up cheer so yall can dig a bit of how im feelin, ya hurd me'... damn im lame tonight.

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yeah hey, uhh... all i gotta say is... Myspace.

Hey everyone, ok; im per-plexed.. everyone is switching to a Myspace... which is cool, granted... but damnit call me old fashioned, but i like to stick with what i started, and i started this ElJay with a porpouse... To give insight to my life with the power of the written word... yes this can be done on Myspace, but its just, damnit... im too lazy ( Read more... )

Yeah, my Grandfathers visitations today, funerals tomorrow.

..chole..

..The rain will wash away our beliefs, I believe, yeah 3A.M. I must be lonely..

..chole..

Yeah, if you are asking, i did see death today... no it wasnt in the eyes of my dying soon to be deseased grandfather. It was in the eyes of his three children, his Son, the oldest age 47 saw the years of joy and happiness that his father brought him from his hardwork.. he saw his father and he couldnt help, he couldnt help like his father did, he ( Read more... )

The Man of Tomorrow is Forged by Today's Battles.

Oh I remember the words of the misguided fool
Do unto others as you'd have them do
and not an eye for an eye is the golden rule
Just leaves the room full of blind men - DMB