I don't care what anybody says anymore. Karma is haunted. I went down tonight to get some fries and biscuits. I open the frig and take them out and all the lights shut off even the freezer. so I grab the stuff and run not being able to see anything. I come like 3 inches from the wok stove and the lights come back on. So Kevan goes down to ( Read more... )

So yet again I'm left out of plans. Not necessarily left out but singled out. I have no friends now that aren't coupled up. I hate being the odd one out. It makes me more uncomportable than any other frequent situation does.

The past few have been crazy. I'm not going into it. Watch the movie Sneakers and you will under stand the past few days "SETEC ASTRONOMY". I stopped drinking for the moment.

Tis the season. For being lame. This Christmas sent me into even more debt than before. Today was my last celebration of this retched holiday. I got up early to cook for my fathers, well my step mothers family. It's all Ivy league. They asked me when this phase of cooking and not going to college will pass. They said my food was good but ( Read more... )

Tonight has been an adventure. Went to the karma Christmas party. I told Rishu to get me cilantro but he didn't listen. After that I sit in my apt. Denying all parties and what ever else is going on. Then I get a call from a more recently familiar voice telling me to go to the Christmas extravaganza. So I do so. I get drunk and meet people ( Read more... )

I had a great time last night. I need to hang out with lew more often. She makes me smile. Today I got woken up by my brother at 9am asking me to pick him up and drive him around. It was fun though. Got a lot of Christmas shopping done. I loath the holidays but at the same time it makes me happy. I probably won't wait to give presents. I am ( Read more... )

Rishu is gone on vacation. I have to store to run. The store runs it self. As long as nothing gets really fucked up, then I can deal. The 11th wasn't as bad as I had thought it would be. Marion Claire Koren will always be on my mind.

Thugz mansion reunion party last night. a lot of kids showed up for a wed. night. I left half way threw like I always do on an adventure. I got way to drunk and luckily all the girls where not. So I get in the car with K-roll and we go to her crib. then to mike's house where I saw a whole bunch of my shelbyville friends. I was forced by chris ( Read more... )

I had the best time last night. And all it was, was 4 people sitting around drinking a few(not getting drunk. Talking about the good old days of thugz mansion.

I just had the first talk with the ex. and I found that no matter what I said there was nothing I could say to get her back witch wasn't what I had expected. I guess it is actually over. That makes me more sad than I had expected. Amy I will miss you more than I have missed anybody. Including my mother. I wish you well with all your life and I ( Read more... )